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Forever Is Irrelevant

by The Weekend Classic

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1.
Another party at my house... It got to loud, I had to shut it down. But we made out in my back yard and talked about how easy it was to let your guard down. But I know you better than that. I know your heart's still intact. I just wish I could have saved you from my past. I can't shut my eyes without picturing everything Don't you realize what you've done to me I'm not the same, no I've changed. No, I'm not the same, I'm not the same, I've changed. I think back to the summer when I still had my composure. I'll say it over and over. (Over and over.) You let me down, but my feet are on the ground. And my heart's still intact. I thought you knew me better than that. I can't shut my eyes without picturing everything Don't you realize what you've done to me I'm not the same, no I've changed. No, I'm not the same, I'm not the same, I've changed. I didn't mean to rain on your parade, I meant to drown the whole town. I didn't mean to rain on your parade, I meant to drown the whole town. I can't shut my eyes without picturing everything Don't you realize what you've done to me I'm not the same, no I've changed. No, I'm not the same, I'm not the same, I've changed.
2.
I know my house isn't big or extravagant, but I swore to you that I'd share the better half of it. Our house is not a home unless your heart can embellish it. Forever is irrelevant when it's said just for the hell of it so... While you're out bettering yourself in bed, you can find me in mine pretending I'm dead. Replaying all the broken promises and how you felt...but that's better left unsaid. I'm as much a wreck as you pretend to be. Maybe I'll come back...Lately, I've been sitting up every night for just one call that never seems to get through. It's not your fault, you can't help that I loved you. And the worst part of it is, it's getting harder to admit that my feelings haven't changed (not in the slightest) no, not one bit. And the pressure has been building, first, it's calm but then a storm of the feelings that I bury and my health that I ignore. But the way my lungs collapse under the swell of all the smoke reveals the self-defeating honesty that I'm scared to be alone. I've been losing my grip from overplaying happiness as something I deserve, as something that I've earned, but I won't sit myself aside, collecting dust on the shelf, because the fact that I'm alive is my purpose in itself. And the worst part of it is, it's getting harder to admit that my feelings haven't changed (not in the slightest) no, not one bit. And the pressure has been building, first, it's calm but then a storm of the feelings that I bury and my health that I ignore. But the way my lungs collapse under the swell of all the smoke reveals the self-defeating honesty that I'm scared to be alone.
3.
I sat back and watched you take a lap around my room. You laid in my bed but no longer in my head. I've always been the one to give credit when it's due and I know you love the attention so this one goes out to you. So, fuck all your friends and what they say about me. I've been holding back these words, now they're breaking through my teeth. Maybe everything I want isn't everything I need. I've grown past the things that I can't change, the sun will rise and I'll forget your name. I opened up my heart and you left me feeling hopeless. We were picture perfect, now the frame is broken. Shattered glass that cut your skin, now you know the pain I'm in. I'll think twice before I let someone in again. So, fuck all your friends and what they say about me. I've been holding back these words, now they're breaking through my teeth. Maybe everything I want isn't everything I need. I've grown past the things that I can't change, the sun will rise and I'll forget your name. I've grown past the things that I can't change. Shattered glass that cut your skin, now you know the pain I'm in. I've grown past the things that I can't change. I'll think twice before I let someone in again. I've been holding back these words, now they're breaking through my teeth. Maybe everything I want isn't everything I need. I've grown past the things that I can't change, the sun will rise and I'll forget your name.
4.
Worthless 01:05
I have to face away when mentioning your name. It's funny how things changed in just four years. I didn't think you'd disappear. We weren't strong enough. young and love got the best of us. tell me how to fix what I've done and what I've become. Tonight I'll drink to heal my lonely bones. This place that I used to call home, has left me feeling so alone. I hope he's worth it, you deserve it. I know I'm not perfect, just a man who you claim worthless. I'm not one to hold a grudge, but if it's all the same I fucking hate your guts.
5.
Disbelief 03:20
It's all that you have and it's all that I lack. It's the gaps between my teeth and the curve that's in my back. It's the way I feel when I think about the past. It's compare and contrast, it's wanting her back. (It's wanting her back.) Well it's my disbelief, it's her hair that's on my sheets, it's the ghost that's in my room while I sleep, it's me. It's love and sex and faith and death, it's alcohol, it's cigarettes, it's constant change and lack of rest. It's emptiness, it's me. It's the picture in the hallway, where my uncle's ghost resides. It's the night that he went missing. It's the night we thought he died. It's the questions that still linger, did he leave or take his life? It's that I never had the chance to say (the chance to say goodbye.) Well it's my disbelief, it's her hair that's on my sheets, it's the ghost that's in my room while I sleep, it's me. It's love and sex and faith and death, it's alcohol, it's cigarettes, it's constant change and lack of rest. It's emptiness, it's me. It's love and sex and faith and death, it's alcohol, it's cigarettes, it's constant change and lack of rest. It's emptiness, it's me. Well it's my disbelief, it's her hair that's on my sheets, it's the ghost that's in my room while I sleep, it's me. It's love and sex and faith and death, it's alcohol, it's cigarettes, it's constant change and lack of rest. It's emptiness, it's me. It's love and sex and faith and death, it's alcohol, it's cigarettes, it's constant change and lack of rest. It's emptiness, it's me.

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Music Video: www.youtube.com/watch?v=5YReUsKJZIE

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Produced/mixed by Mike Hart
Mastered by Tyler Smyth (Dangerkids)
Cover art by Corey Purvis

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released March 25, 2016

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